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moth.Fragile, like the gossamer wings of a gypsy moth, life breathes in and its ribcage expands and contracts, the moth glowing in the starlight. Oh how, how, can you not realize that you are beautiful?
Because I think that you are so vibrant and full of life, but those demons dampen your spirit and your wings, and they become torn as you become discouraged, popping pill after pill after pill...
As the light of your delicate moth flickers off, I'm left to wonder, how could I have fixed this? moth.
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feelings-boxI want a feelings-box to wrap up all that I feel for him. Then I'd stow all of it away in a corner of my brain, so when I happen to stumble upon it someday, the wounds won't reopen and the feelings wouldn't spill out of the box. I'd just know that for one brief time in my life I was alive. feelings-box
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freedomAt first I was upset and confused about this. But now all seems right.
I feel so unconfined, so free to be because I let go of him.
I let go of letting him control. I let go of letting him control my mind and pull me in one thousand different directions.
I can finally breathe my own air and walk my own walk because I am beautiful.
So I will breathe and walk along my life-path that I chose, and I will be surrounded by the serenity that Nature brings.
And I will fall in love with Nature freedom
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scarsI'm scarred and you don't know it. You don't know what lies inside these eyes, you don't know what I've witnessed. The pain, the neglect, the hate. I've been frostbitten by love, and my heart is bruised. But you don't know. You don't know what lies inside my soul, and you've never seen my scars. You couldn't comprehend the story they tell. Or maybe then you would realize why I'm so skittish and afraid. You could understand why I hesitate to love. scars
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A Good DayIt's a good day when I don't see your eyes, And it's a good day when I can't feel your lips on mine, Yes, it's a good day when I look up and I realize: You're not on my mind,
Do you remember when we ran out into the rain? We had no shame, we knew no pain, It was all just a game to us, It was you and me, young and free, Dancing around that tree, and now, We're history, Aren't we? Aren't we, History?
Oh! It's a good day when I don't want you around, No looking for your face in the crowd, What was that about, Anyway?
A A Good Day
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City Jungle
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Cloning
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IMPORTANT NOTICE
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love.

Sun Aug 30, 2009, 10:30 AM

Mood: Adoration

I just wrote that 'freedom' poem,
and seriously just realised
that I feel like I'm in love.

I'm in love with nature, and the outdoors.
I think that it took this past week to realise it, though, because I took about 500 pictures of just nature and horses
and it was amazing.

I should probably post them on here once I upload them from my camera.

Oddly enough, I keep having dreams about my first boyfriend.
In every dream, he asks me out and all I think is, "Why would I put myself through so much emotional pain again?" and then I would wake up. I think my body is telling me not to just settle for someone or let someone treat me badly again. I think that it's telling me, "You are worth more than that!"

And now I know that I am.

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Current Residence: in the air you breathe
Interests: music, yoga, outdoors, the ocean, my guitar
Favourite band or musician: QUEEN <3333333333, Pink Floyd, The Beatles, Hillsong, The Hush Sound, Grateful Dead, The Who
Favourite genre of music: pretty much anything under the sun. pretty much.
Favourite photographer: Ansel Adams
Operating System: Mac OSX / Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: iPod Classic
Favourite game: i lost.
Favourite cartoon character: Bender from Futurama, KYOYA (<3) from Ouran, Kiri from Beauty Pop
Tools of the Trade: my overly sized brain, a plethora of pens and paper. and a good wastebasket.